where is home?
i wanted to walk back out of the apartment the moment i stepped in.
the look of contempt on his face. his hatred for me... partially hidden by that half hearted smile. you know, i see right through you. you don't want me back. fact is, i'm back so suck it in and live with it. don't be a wuss puss and claim i show you black faces on your blog. you know you're one fucking liar. now, why should i even show you the decency i once did. either way, i still get bitched about.
i know i am bigger than this.
what is home? where is home?
i have lost sight of what once grounded me. what is family in singapore? what is my security in perth? do i honestly belong nowhere? i will find my way around, in time. the people keeping me sane, please don't let go of me. you know who you are. i'm still taking baby steps.
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i will try way the same pace as u to catch u asap if u happen to fall. I'm not good at expressing myself.but i think thats wat i can do. be there if i can.
thanks queenin, you have been a true friend and i know that. rememeber the conversation that we had on monday and take heed that i won't fail you too. because the friendship means enough to me.
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