better late than never.

10 hours before my deferred exam, the panic sets in.

finally.

only to realise that....... i haven't done the last 3 ilectures and i have no idea what half the exam is about. like what i say "no idea", i mean no fucking idea whatsoever.

hansel, my math freak cousin, can't even save my sorry ass.

geez. what the hell is stochastic processes? brownian motion (which makes me think of some by-product of the shitting process)? ito lemma - ito process? or wiener process (rhymes with weener)? and lastly a drift?

and no, a drift is not "when u apply your brake to your car and try to slide to gain maximum speed out of a corner?" as aptly defined by hansel. that i can do, and crash in the process. but that's not the point.

someone shoot me. suddenly i feel so dumb. i am a fake cheena-pok wannabe who can't speak chinese. and now, i can't do econometrics to get my fucking economics degree. i feel useless.

i swear i am going to get ZERO.